Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Table tennis:
C girls:Phs lose Anglican 1-4
B girls:Phs lose Anglican 1-4
SAD SAD SAD -_-'''
But i am happy because me and ade won that Anglican double by 3-0.
Maybe the coach was not there and we play very relax. *.*
C girls is in top 8 now!!!
MATHS TEST!!!
Today the maths test was difficult
sigh sigh sigh
Going to FAIL again
And Mr VJ said there is NO RE-TEST
O ya, yesterday we were punished by Mr tan because we were noisy in the bus
I laughed loudly and shouted too
So funny
Joey make me laugh the most she know how to talk in a very very funny way
Which makes us laugh so loudly.
Tmr, still got ENG Test!!!
SIANN
Is going to rain now, pls don rain lehh
Hai hai hai
IS GONE FOREVER AND EVER
Angeka
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5:34 PM

Saturday, March 25, 2006

My dream had never come true before.
I dream before a very very nice and wonderful dream!
How i wish it will come true and make me so so so happy ^_^
But usually dream don't come true that why is it called DREAM
Sad, my uncle passed away today, he is in China now. Yesterday just called my grandma, she said he still oki, but why why why? Haiz, although i said before i don't really like him, but i noe he care for my family member esp my grandma. Just wann pray for him and hope that my grandma won't be so sad.
The stern and serious coach today was totally diff from last time. Today he was like a small kid he played with us and joke with us. He treated a few of us drinks too. Not because of the drink, jus because he was so cartoon today. HAhAHA.
So many many homeworkssssssss
When can i finish all?
Monday still got geo test and Competition -.-
If we win we can still play
BUT if we lose we have no chance
And must win by 5-0 or 4-1
Pls, pray for us.
Angeka
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8:21 PM

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

WAKE BOARD!!! [to a diffent beat]
This water activity, i have been so keen learning it. Since secondary ONE ._.
It just rock man, when i was the people learning it, how i wish i am the person who is learning it.
Sonia, yesterday pass me the brochure, when i saw the price i heart sink =.=""

Category A (x9, x7, malibu, etc)
Weekdays S$90 per hr
Weekends S$100 per hr
Category B (x5, Nautiques, etc)
Weekdays S$80 per hr
Weekends S$90 per hr
[We don't charge for rental of equipment] ^_*

O ya, yesterday C' girls beat GES [4-1] but we lose to their B' girls [5-0]
This year was the first time we play so badly +_+/

EXAM next week and so MANY Homework sia. OMG

Angeka
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8:26 PM

Sunday, March 19, 2006

After reading all the taggy, just because i say i wan to be a perfectionist and so many ppl advise me not to be a PERFECTIONIST.
Ya, being a perfectionist you may lose a lots of things. And also you may become anti-social and many many disadvantage.
I will be myself from today and not a perfectionist!

Who is the person?
Am i talking abt the STAR IDOL?
Bryan OR Leo?
Who will win the game?

Tmr, sch re-open and have to go to sch!!
Siann-.-''
From tml onward i will study hard and play hard.
Competition is on tue and thur,
T.T mates!!
Must jia you and must win and go into top 8
Angeka
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10:32 AM

Friday, March 17, 2006

Still considering whether want to play 'SAMSUNG SIDE UP' ??
Took Bus 89 to Downtoen east and met my cousins there. And we walk to the 'Wild Wild Wet' entrance. My mum and aunt went to buy the tickets and we Q up.
The first game we play was ULAR-LAH and it require about six ppl and just nice we hit the requirement. This is my second time sitting on the BIGG float, is damn COOL^_^
When the lifeguard pushed us down, my mum scream very loud and can see that her face was very RED -_-"
HAHA ")
Suddenly out of sudden i wanted to play the ' Slide up' *-*
Then first time and my heart was jumping a little ^_*
My cousin and I went to Q up and then heard ppl said that WOW so scarey!!! Then i hesitate and ask my cousin wann play? She told me she like the game a lot. And finally is our turn, we took the float from two lady and then we need to carry the float up. HEAVY!!
Then get ready and the lifeguard said: ' Are u ready'?
And i relpy, 'I am ready'
Then she pushed us down, when she pushed us down that part i was a little frighten but overall was average.
My mum, aunt and my younger cousin don dare to play the ' THE WATERWORKS' and so we carry on. The 'THE WATERWORKS' have two slide, first we play the open-air slide then we played the tunnel slide. Both were not scarey but i perfer the tunnel slide, because it looked more thrilling! :]
Then we went to play 'WALL'S TSUNAMI'
Ya, it looked like we was in the Tsunami but the feeling was not there.
And we went to play the 'SHIOK RIVER'
The river was quite fun indeed and i started to swim in the river, it used up all my enegry!
The last rides was the 'SKYRIDER'
OMG, if u think it is easy, u are absolutely WRONG
It is the most thrilling and unsafe rides, I paired up with my younger cousin. When we started our rides, i can feel the unstable of the 'skyrider'. O MAN 0_0
After all the fun, i went to the ' WALL'S TSUNAMI' and i started my favourite ---> SUNTAN
Yeahh, finally my skin was dark and a little bit reddish.
Then took MRT to aiport, and we still left some time and went to the 'budget airline' Ya the place was quite nice but i still perfer T1 or T2
When to eat Burger King in T2 and then waited for my dad. Ya, the airplane was delay and my dad reached Singapore at around 5.35pm. Then waited for Taix.
Reached home, my bro said i will be the first person to open the baggy. But i was the third person to open it. HAHA
THANK YOU, my dad bought me a white-pink Puma sling baggy. I LOVE IT.
And he bought many storybk for me too. Must find some time reading it. And he bought many things for me and my bro. My dad bought a very nice handbag for my mum, i bet my mum like it.
Today was a very enjoyable day for me, thank you, my family!!!
And i going to watch Tv now.!! ahha!!!
Angeka
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9:40 PM

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Yipp, my dad coming back tmr:)
Waiting for that day since he gone to China, and i called him. He said he bought some books for me and some other things for my mum and bro. Happyy!!
These few days i slept with my mum and my bro wann join in the fun. OHH!!! And we on air conditioner for these few days. HAHA
'Jewel in the palace' was a very nice show, Yesterday was the second episode and i felt every episode had a meaning on it. But i can only watch in the march holidays and after the holiday i have to S.T.O.P all the televsion shows. :(
Read wad Lmz said in the taggy, i also don noe wad am i thinking? I am sort of useless. My heart will not match with my mind. When my heart want to study but my mind want to play and in the end i listen to my mind. I heard from a old uncle, he said: Don let your fate to control you but rather u control yourself.
Sometimes i felt curious? Why so many ppl wann to be a perfectionist? I thought that before but in the end i did not tried. Sometimes i really wish to be a perfectionist but i can't i don have enough power. Some ppl said, a competition or a game you must take it seriously but i don think that way.Competition is just a game and everytime there will be a winner or loser. You should accpect it.Even u lose you should not feel sad because you have gave your best in the competition. I am aiming for perfectionist, is hard. I wannt to follow my jieeeee and hope that she will give me some tips. haha!!
This is a not a holiday for me, i have to go back to school SIX days. Today still got training, Coach said, other school train everyday but our sch train 3 times a week. And if we lose the competition we cannt blame him because we did not train enough. Ya, i agreed with coach but it damn difficult to cum back and train everyday. Sick of it.!! "(
Angeka
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12:47 PM

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

I felt happy to has a little bit of HUMAN SENSE[1%] I not sure tooo? I cannt compare with human being in the world, i may be the loser among all. Some human may have 100% of human sense? I can bet when she said that sentence, ppl will start to cry in their heart or their heart will break in a very fast speed. But i don noe why, my heart is make of metal mahx, just a just seconds my heart cry, at most 3 seonds=.="
Don have any appetite and did not ate my lunch not even a bubble tea, i want to break my record, 1 months don drink bubble tea. After the lessons took MRT to Toa Payoh and met T.t frenx. Then took bus 105 to NYJC. Haha, the guard did not see us and we just walk pass him, luckliy don need to write down our personal infor. Then started training with ade then play double. Did not really play well in the double because i don have the mood to play. Or rather said, i am hungry and did not have the strength to play at all.
AFter the training, some ppl ate instant noddles and i bought a cup of iced MILO. YaY, but that cup of milo was so small lol, within a few seconds the cup was empty <:i
Then took bus with chai and then change to bus 88. Luckily i was early the bus was not very crowed. In the bus, i am thinking abt that things. Since afternoon to now, i am still thinking. Am i a human being? Why did i behave in a very weird attitude? I not sure too.
Angeka
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8:01 PM

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Ironically, My mum was weird yesterday, she allowed my brother and me to watch television program, since 8pm to 11pm. This year is my first time i can watch tv program continuous for 3 hours. LOls ")
" WAKE up la, if not i eat all the Roti Paratha arh" SO LOUD!!!
This is how my brother wake me up de! Ya, today my mum make a very sumptuous breakfast for me and my bro. HAha! Yummy!!
Then we discuss abt the trip to wild wild wet lol. Actually i dun feel like going because i went there once liao, and is not really that FUN. And so pathetic this time, no 'FATHER' were there to look after us. I have to take my initiative to take look after them. Finally i decided to go there.!!
On my computer and then went to 'campus superstar' OO, that dimples girl was OUT!! 'Ng Imm Khim'
Hai, although she was the youngest among all, but she has a very good vocal cords. Too bad!!
Then chat with wen qi, she said she make a very big mistake, the competition was today not tmr. Arhh!!! Then she ask wann go now and watch his fren play? I said: eerrmm i got training later. She said that his frenx from cat high VS SJI. His frenx told wen qi is a very easy match. But his frenx lose the game, SJI was the champs in 2005. Talk crapppss arhh!!! haha!!
And now finding information about the Myanmar, that was the S.S project.Ya, i still got English homeworks lehh!! How? That maths homeworks was very difficult lehh, don noe how to do? But i started to like maths!! yeah!!
Going training later, and before that i am eating my delicious Sushi lunch. haha!!
I am going to read finish that ' na xiao zi zhen shuai' yippps!! 50pages to go!! Countdown 3 more days!!!
Angeka
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11:57 AM

Monday, March 13, 2006

Ohhh, ate too many oily and fattening food, especially on Saturday my mum and aunt bought a ice cream cake for my fourth aunt bdae lol. That cake was so damn delicious i wanted to take a second sevring but if i ate another piece of cake i will have to run many rounds. =.=
My hairs become so short sia, after the tuition by Mr VJ i went to met my mum and bro. And went to cut my long and untidy hairs la. This time my hairs was really short, is like i am a basketball player like that lol.[my cca is table tennis] ahha!! Don really like my hairs now, hope that days past my hairs will grew longer and longer. This new hairstyle make my face more chubby and fatter lol. That why i don like my new hairstyle la! haha!
On sat i stay in my grandma hus for one day,and was really fun to stay with so many ppl(10ppl). BUt i was kick by my younger cousins and my brother lol. Next time, i confirm will not sleep with them+_+
Hai, my attitude towards [home hello] is worst now, every moments i will think of [home hello] and is non-stop de. Don noe why? Any medicine to cure this weirdo illness? If there is any pls sell it to me oki. haha!! jkjk!!
And on friday i going wild wild wet with cousins, still thinking wann play that thrilling water game mahx? A little scare lehh!! hahh!! Now going tuition. My homework had all finish, yeahhh!!!

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4:16 PM

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Woke up 5am today, my dad had to leave home at 5.30am. Gave him the card i made and also a 'ang bao'. When he going to leave the house, i started to cry, hai, keeping telling my mum only one week don need to be so upset but in the end i also same as her. Suck la.!!
Then went to sleep again, then ate my breakfast. Then took bus to school la. Recahed school at abt 8.50pm. No girl came!! Then coach told me to play with the machine lol. I hate to play with the machine, is damn stupid man.
Then pair up with ade, mostly all the match we lose. But in the end we beat xin yu and joey and coach treated us drink la.!! haha!!
Again sec 3 girl don need to pick more, since 2006 we did not even pick a single time lol. haha!! Thank to coach la. Then we went to bought bubble tea, actually wann ban bubble tea but then i am so use to drink it. At last i still bought a cup of bubble tea. Hate myself being so greedy in bubble tea. I scared next time i will suffer from diabetes. =.=
Now, i am in my grandma hus now, nth to do lehh, so on the computer and online. Then abt 4pm mahx, play tennis with my bro, i wann win him!! haha!!!
Some time i was so pissed of by some ppl lol, we concern them and they treated us in a very cold and hurting ways. Hate that feeling!! As if we treated them them very badly so watever la. But then i will try to endure it as far as possible.
This hoilday will be busy man, have to cum school everyday expect on friday. And on friday, i will go shopping with my mum and went to airport to fetch my dad!! haha!! It would be fun. yeahhh!!! hmm, so sick on table tennis, have to beat two school in order to hit our target. Jia you PHS!!! haha!!!
Angeka
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1:46 PM

Friday, March 10, 2006

Finally i noe now! It doesn't mean u have short legs or u are small in size u cannt run fast. For the guys the champs for B and C are both in a small size de. [ Sorry i mean anythings] But then for girls champs both are in vball, and are tall. HAHA!!
Ya, today is a very special day for my school lols, because we had our JOGATHON. Ya, i am so enthusiastic to participate in the event lol. WAHAH
Went to sch with my so call fav sling baggy la. Same as Wm in design and Sl in design and also colour. BROWN COLOUR!!!
Then went to Botanic Gardens, on the way saw many luxurious bungalow or terraced houses. Ya, wish that next time i can design my own houses.!! Ya, be a architect?
Then went to Evolution Garden, then took some photos then play the whole morning la. Did not study at all. Yipps!! Ya, at a moment i was annoyed, by HIM!!! Ya, my whole face turn black, even S ask me wad happened? Hai, my face really so black mehx? Then lmz say my face like wann kill ppl like that. DOTS... so agitated!!!
Went back to school, went market ate my fav fishball mee. hah!! Then drank BUBBLE tea, i drank bubble tea since tue until today, maybe tmr also lehh. SIAOO!!
Then mei xin dad drove us there. Thank you. And then we settle down then started to run. Ya, run with T.T mates at first then run by myself. Hai, the path was so weird lol. SO many stones then went up and down. On the way saw many ppl, all was so tired and restless. I wanted to shout 'WATER WATER WATER'
Ya, this year broke my own record, i came in 13th. For some ppl, they may think is slow and for me i am satisfied. Cos, last yr i came in 29th mahx. I have improved lehh, now i am very grateful to my dad. Cos for the past few months we will force me to run with him, Now i am really please with myself. haha!!
Ya, then saw quite a number of t.t mates who was top 20 de. Congras to them.!! haha!! ANd thank you for those who say congras to me de. THANK!!!
Then took that prize and then noe that DAIVD won again..!! Hai, why lehh? everytime like that de, not fun!!! Then dismissed, my dad called me and he said he wann fetch me. Yeahh!! Then i waited for him, then lmz and me saw a couple was quarrel. Then that girl cried la, and then that guy was ant de frenx lol. dot!! Then sl took my dad car, and then we chat a lots in the car lol. HAha!!
Then went home, told my mum i got 13th she was happy, then my bro say i proud lehh. Lols, i am proud in front of him mahx. Cos i run faster then him!! haha
Then my dad went to pack and then my mum cried lol. Hai, don understand why girl like to cry lehh.? Tmr my dad going China. Wish him Bon voyage!! I miss you de. And on friday, mum, barry and me will be in the airport waiting for you. haha!! No presents also nvm, wish uncle 'get well soon'
See you on friday!! Bye!!
Angeka
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10:02 PM

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Just feeling so wonderful today.[home hello] Happy lehh, today brought many books to use in the end did not use much. Hai, my baggy was so heavy lol. Cannt stand it, and i am already so SHORT. Carry so heavy baggy will make me become a shorttyy!!
Today was such a boring day for me lol. Don need to study but i still find it BORED!!! Tmr will be the exciting the most thrilling day for this first term mahx. Tmr is the JOGATHON dayy!! I wann run but then I scared I will be the slowest among all lol. Nowadays i did not train or jog. Hai, i am very lazy in EVERYTHINGSSS!! Can't stand myself too. TOO LAZY!!!!
After school went to 3Blessing, saw PIZZA!! Ya, their english teacher was so good, she treated the whole class pizza. WOW, envy them sia, then put my bagg inside the classroom then wait for carmen outside. They called me to eat the pizza la but i am not hungry so did not take it. Ya, sad that liverpool was out of the 'champs leg'. SAD!! The score was 3-0, but Chelsea n Man U also out too. Yeahhh!!!
Then walk out of the schh saw ade she said she will be running in the Jogathon. yeahh!! Last yr she run with me. haha!! Then she ask wann go for a jog ltr, she is metting sonia. DOTS! I stay in hougang and wan me to join them at yishun lehh.!! SO FAR!! Then took bus 72, when hougang mall with carmen. Ya, today wann buy bubble tea. Feel like drinking strawberry flavor.PINK PINK. Then went home, ya the strawberry was quite fun. Hah!! Have a cough now, everytime when jogathon came i will sick de. Hai, my target for tmr is top 20. Really hoep to make it, now i am in B girls is more diff lols. Last yr i came in 29, wann break this record. I will try and break it. HAVE FAITH IN MYSELF.
My dad is going China this sat and i will miss him for a week. How? Hai, i must be a guai daughter and DO NOT quarrel with my mummy or brother. MISS YOU. ")
Angeka

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5:31 PM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

WHY? HUMAN WILL DIE ONE DAY???

Today was like a crying day for my class lols. But i did not cry! Am i strong? Ppl who look as if they are strong, actually they are the weak one.These ppl needed EXTRA care from FAMILY, FRENX and etc.
Today when to take photography from 'oliva'. She went China last week and took photos of my relative. When i flip the album, i almost cried. My uncle who is in China now, he suffered from 'Liver cancer'. I remember he was my daddy fav uncle, because when i my daddy was young his daddy[grandfather] died. And he was the only person who took great care of my daddy. My dad treated him as daddy too. He was quite chubby in the past, his weight may be 65-70kg. But when i saw the photo, i don't recognize at all. He look as if he was under 55kg.
When i was primary 4, i went China with my family and this uncle. I still remember one time when i was in the shopping centre, i was a bag which was very nice. I told my mum and she wanted to buy for me, BUT that unlce said the baggy here were X and told me not to buy. I was so annoy! And i cried in front of him and also in PUBLIC. I hate to cry in public. Since then i don't like him anymore, no matter how my daddy said he was a great uncle etc. I would not listen and i don like HIM. But i am wrong, Today i change, i don hate him and i wish that he will forgive me. I really want him to GET WELL SOON. This is my only wish for him. Although i am not very close to him, but i can say he treated my grandmother VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY GOOD.
He is the best uncle!!!! Uncle you rock to the core.
Angeka
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10:54 PM

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

OMG, my brother school[sgss] won the north zone 'B' bball champ.!! The score was 71-54. I was quite happy because my school was fouth, jieeeee said no good enough. But is really hard, if u can make it to national you are damn great. Happyyy sia.!!! ^(^
Hai, why everyone in the world will not be satisfied? If they were a millionaire they would wan to be a multimillionaire? After being a multimillionaire they would want to be a billionaire? Why are they so greedy? I mean most human. If there is rich people there should be poor people too. why can't god make it FAIR? And why some people will be so clever and some people will be so SLOW? And how human was born and why did they die in the end? WHY? Too many questions!! Can anyone answer all my questions??
Nvm, i just wish that the time will wait for me, even better can the time return to the past? I want to start my life again, i want to change my life and fate too. I believe i can change everythings!! I must work hard in other to reach my parents and mine own expectation. I must have faith in everythings i do. I can make it!! I want to gain back all my confidence and powers. I want to change all my attitude and also my character. I can do it!
From today onward i will try to be a filial daughter/grand daughter. I must work very hard and enjoyed wad i have now. I must be satisfied!!! Yes!! Give me all the blessing and i will grow well. Thank you god!

Angeka
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7:29 PM

Sunday, March 05, 2006

yeahh, i reached page 50. fast rite..?? [Na xiao zi zhen shuai] the character was funny and humorous.!! I love that guy!! COOL!!
Today went to eat breakfast at heartland mall. And my daddy bought many things today because he is going China next sat. I misss him!! And i wrote a list of items to buy.!! Sorry daddy.!!
Ya, doing my homeworks. I wan to watch TV but then my daddy don allow.!! So sad!! And all my HW have not done finish yett!!
Ya, he left.!! So fast? Is it FATE? NOPE, i don think so. Why can't he stay longer? it hurt me lehh!! why do i still care abt it lehh? why? Hai..!! "{

Angeka
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3:43 PM

Friday, March 03, 2006

I really like it very much. Very Very much!! How i wish i can stay and hold it forever and ever [Home hello]. But i noe that cannt happened de. So STOP thinking about that.!! Stop it ANGEKA!!
Hah! Today we had forum about that movie 'I not stupid too'. Is very cool lol, ppl can say wad they want. Although we are dismissed late but i still like this idea. Heard many veiws from diff ppl, I like winnie views. She is the only person who talk in good English and i like her thought very much. Sound weird rite? Ya, i felt so too.Why did i say so much abt this topic. Nah!!
Coach was not here at 4pm, Yeahh!! But we still have to practice. Siann,Everyone was slacking lolS.! I am one of them, and i proud to say that.!! HAha!! Then 6pm coach was here and we have to serious again. Lol!! I am dismissed!! yeahh!! HAppy weekend.!!

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Angeka
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11:14 PM

Thursday, March 02, 2006

When i am writing blog i am thinking that should i write longwinded or short and sweet lehx? Finally decided i want to write it short and sweet. I find that writing short have many advantages, eg: save electricity, save time etc. HahA, just being lame.!
Yester slept late because i watch star idol result, my idol Alicia was eliminated, i was sad and why is she eliminated?? She is the ONLY girl and she was out!!! Hai, but i really admire her character and behaviour. She is STRONG although she was kick out. She did not cry or give the audience a sad face. She keep on smiling and give us the sweettyy smile. I really love her character very much. I want to learn from her, keep smiling. SMILE ALWAYS ^L^
Ya, today my school is watching movie 'i not stupid too' actually wanted to go but i watch once and cry badly, I do not want it to happenend again.!! :-]
Three hundreds student did not went to watch movie and had to stay in school until 1.30pm. I am some of them. During that 1hours plus, i was talking to lao ma zi, lydia,jingyi,eileen and also yi qi. Then we were dismissed, I took train with lao ma zi, yvonne, lydia and zi cao. We were toking abt PH. LOlS
Then took 74 with lao ma zi then went home eat my mummy cook de fried rice. Yummy!! She told me that my dad confirm went china during the march hoildays. I will miss him (:-*
Then i tok with my mum abt my school life and also her lifestyle. We chat happily and she told me many things which i don noe. I like to tell my mum everythings abt me. She will help me along after the chat i felt so relax. And some time i should be more spontaneous to any matter.

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Angeka
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4:26 PM