Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Am i a perfectly fine human being?
Stupid right asking this type of question.
But seriously i felt that i am "abnormal" I have ZERO or NONE human feeling. R.I.D.I.C.U.L.O.U.S
I was crestfallen after hearing such remark. Anyways, IS THAT MY FAULT??
I shall not be bother by these remarks. I was feeling very happy today!
I told the reason to lmz, but i am not telling her that person. NO WAY!
Tam ask me to go swimming on sat, but i may not be going training on sat. HOW? My mum won't allow me to go. There is some connection problems!
I shall stop.
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5:27 PM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

I DID NOT DELETE THAT POST!!!
I make a mistake, and i posted two times. Sorry *.*"
At last, i really go swimming! yippss
I swam 20laps ONLY!!!
Although the sun was not HOT! But my skin had been darker.
After swimming, ade,Sonia and me went to tp. We went to have lunch.
My little cousin want to play table tennis with me! ahah!!
I am feeling sleepy!
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12:02 AM

Saturday, July 22, 2006

I think i have incidental delete that posting which i wrote just now!!
ARHHH!!!???!!!!
Nvm, i shall rewrite it. Yuppy!
I detest the old ANGELA NG.
I want the new ANGELA NG.
Today, no i mean yesterday. The old ANGELA NG was sort of ''fruitcake"
The old ANGELA NG was dysfunetional or certifiable!!!!
I will throw away all the past documents and save the "new" documents.
On monday, you will see a new and fresh ANGELA NG!!!
YESS! that talkative and gaga ANGELA NG!
How many laps should i swim? 20?30?40?50?60???
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12:41 AM

I really detest yesterday ANGELA NG(old)!
I am sort of a "fruitcake"
Yesterday ANGELA NG(old) was crazed with relationship and many more.
But today ANGELA NG(new) is very different from yesterday.
From today onward, ANGELA NG(new) will forget everythings in the past and only remember everythings in the present.
But it does not mean my family, my friends, my homeworks, my school, my bear(blue), my everythings.
I just want to forgot and delete PAST!!
Past is past, i should see the future rather stuck at the olden days.
I am back to normal and everythings will be fine.
You will see the ANGELA NG(new) on sat, sun and mon!
No worry!! :}
Just now, i am using my bro computer, i don like his. So i went to on my computer. My computer speed is faster than his by 50%.
Common test is around the corner. I need to buck up and do my best!
Mr L told us the China trip was cancel, i am not disappointed because i don intend to go.
Pei li ran 2.4km today, she said her timing was 15mins plus. Is consider GOOD! Cos, she hardly train/run and ade ran 14mins. I need to run more then my stamina will improve!
I stand outside t.t room watching those Bball player training, their training was tough. It remind me of my younger brother, he complaint his school training was tough. Then i saw Ws(lao pa) and M on the third floor. I was talking to them.!!But Mr T misunderstood me, he said i am watching/taking to my bf! LOls!
They are my classmates and one of them is my LAO PA!! I'm not angry with him anyways he is joking with me. I just find it funny!! -.-"
The time is 12.19am, is consider morning. (common sense)
Tml, how many laps should i swim? 20?30?40?50?60?
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12:27 AM

Friday, July 21, 2006

I really wish i can confess my love to HIM! But i can't, ppl maybe think that i am a bitch!!
I was in a very low mood today, i don even know what happend to me?
I cried yesterday(sleeping), i make a guess or rather bet on sth(fate). If the light went off during ten seconds means i like that GUY! stupid RIGHT??
YES!!!! The light really went off when i counted 10. I think i must trust in FATE.
I got back my chinese test paper. I am quite satisfy with my marks, but there is sth which make me sad over :(
I really don noe what happend to me? I wanted to cry during training.
I felt that i am very USELESS!! I cannt even run today, because my muscle problems.
But everything is fine, after that!
First time or second time seeing JH was angry! His face was so RED! Actually i don noe what happend? Until Sonia said because of a hand signal?? WHAT??
Today play with Coach, although is only a 5mins training with him. I like it!
I like to train with him because he know how to make ppl run. HAHA '='
My dad will be late tonight, he is having OT! Sorry dad, i can't wait for you!
Tml, going training then swimming.!! I going to tan my skin, i am not a WHITE FACE girl! Talking to pig jie jie now!!
U rock to the core...
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11:09 PM

Thursday, July 20, 2006

SAVE THE LAST DANCE FOR ME -Give my love(eng ver)
When I look in your eyes I can see that you
Wanna be with me but you’re so scared
And I don’t know what to say or do
But the tears keep falling from your eyes
And I know that Times won’t change my love
And I can’t do nothing to keep you Oh,
I’ll give my love oh when I hold you tight give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night
As the hours pass away
You think that love ain’t here to stay
Feel a beat from your chest
But you don’t give doubt a moment’s rest
You dream the future and all you see is dark
Listen to your heart, baby, the truth will set sparks
NowI’ll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night
Now I’ll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that time won't change my love
Take my love all through the night
I’ll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love, through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night
I really love this song , thank you lydia!
I miss you!
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4:51 PM

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

175cm 175cm 175cm!!!
This is not my height, but my target height!! 175cm!!
Yes!! I did it, my standing broad jump was 175cm(longest)!
Everyone jump with their hands swinging in the air.But for me i need to jump without my hands swinging! The first attempt was horrible, 160cm but after a few try, I made it!! 175cm!!
I think the longest/further i seen before for guy is 258cm and girl about 200cm!
Happppppyyyyyyy!!!
School was normal, i bought a ear stud from San! I think many bought from her too. My desgin was black daisy!! I like the colour, but my jie jie say not nice :(
I have order a pre-make *soccer stud* San said is $5! My pocket is going to spoil!! HAHA
Chat with qy during recess time, she said she start to train her 10km run, she ran everyday(2.4km)! Her timing improved! That great! ;)
I was a little worry, so after training(t.t) i went down to the park and run 2.4km.
I ran in a *fast* speed but my timing was S.L.O.W(14.06mins)
I was dissatisfied with my result! I asked Mr ang, he said S was the fastest in school(12.25mins)!!!
O MAN!!
I target for 10km was less than 1h because my last timing was 1h20mins!
Mr Ang also said that we can have a running group,like join those running events, Eg: shape run,marathon and BIG walk!
ANYONE WANT TO JOIN?? *At least 10ppl*
I shall sleep late, tml is IT day! I may go gym with my mum tml!!
When i saw you in the morning, you make me feel happy! :)))))
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8:37 PM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Woke at 7.45am in morning, the frustrating alarm clock was damn noisy!!
IT day, went online, carmen greeted me after that more and more people login in.
I finish my chinese hw!
Went to TTSH with my mother,visited my mother's aunty.
She was lying in the bed, her face was very pale. My mother told me she suffer from stroke!
Last time i saw her, she was very pink in health, but now her left hand and leg was weak.
Life is really precious!
I'm really scare, one day someone who is close(family members/friends) to me will left me alone!
I know i should not be greedy but human being are greedy(no offend) i wished my dearest and beloved grandmother can stay with be FOREVER and EVER!
I missed my grandmother very much :(((
Went to Novena square, lunch in KFC. Then went window shopping, went in to MPH.
I saw SHI LI AND MEI XIN!!
HAHA
I told sl in the morning, i will be going to Novena square and really they came and look for me!After that went to buy sth and went home!
I shall start my Vocabulary book F
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9:17 PM

Monday, July 17, 2006

Did i looked a little bit tanned?
Maybe so, because yesterday i was under the Sun!
I think i skin colour is so PEACH or rather WHITE!!!
I don't like white skin, i love brown skin!!
Read the newspaper, saw the headline is about the Shape run!
Have two tests this morning, Chinese and Maths!
Seem like everyone don noe?
Chinese test was a little bit hard, maths was normal!
Hope that i will do well for both tests.
YEAHH :))
After school, we was like MaD! We(sl,lydia and yvonne) were shouting at eileen!
"Eileen, your skirt is too short!"
"Eileen, you look so sexy with your skirt"
"Eileen, i like you"
-.-""
That what i said,after school! I just can't believe!!
Came back from school. Ate my lunch, i was full!!
Went online for a while and offline!
Went to look for infor about Zinedine Zidane and also casino!
I was rather tired!
Loads of homeworks waiting for me!!
I slept at 1am on friday talking with wm.
I slept at 12am on sat, i came home late.
I slept at 11pm on sun, i was busy with the tests.
I may sleep at 10pm today!!
Just read finish wm blog, her blog is so colourful! MY BLOG IS SO DULL!!
Tml is IT day! After IT-day, i am going out!!
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6:09 PM

Friday, July 14, 2006

Is singaporean courteous?
YES OR NO???
I think all parents should teach their children manner when they are born.
Drop that topic la, anyway i did not mean anyone.
Wm and lydia said i was in a low mood? Really?
Is it because i did not talk much? or what?
Anyways, thank you for caring!
Did not know that, t.t friends were waiting for me in the t.t room. Sorry!
Cos, i told pei li on wed, maybe she forgot!
Table tennis training was fun today,
Coach choose 9 girls and 9 boys to represent their gender.
I was one of them ~.~!
If any girls or boys win they are awarded one points. And any gender win 5 points they are the winning!
My bat was the last, and i played with V. SOMEONE was very rude, he told V, sure can WIN!!!
HAHA, at last i won!! I am elated!
I going to tell that someone, i beat V! So pls don be rude to me!
Actually, i'm not angry with that someone, he motivate me! Thank you! :))
But in the end, girls lose to boys again. (5-4)
Tml, we shall have this competition again!!
Girls shall win and boys shall lose.
Many homeworks and tests!!!!!!
I really had a busy weekend, sat,had training in the morning and afternoon need to go suntec city for the shape run collection.Then my aunt treating us dinner and my cousin birthday!
Sun, had to follow my mum to the Shape run. Support her and my aunt.
They are running 5km, [Jia you, *mother]
YOU CAN MAKE IT! HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELF!
I have no time no study my tests and do my hws. Anyone free? Can help me?
Joking la.
Just finish my ppt, talking to wm in msn now!! haha!! We had talk since 9.30pm?? Ya, is abt two hours plus. haha!!
Sleeping now, tml have to wake up at 7am!!
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11:49 PM

Thursday, July 13, 2006

I read a story from an e-mail send from my dad. Is a very meaningful story.
STORY:
This story tells about two friends that were walking through the desert.
At one point during the trip they started arguing and one of the friends hit the other in the face.
The one that had been hit was hurt, but without a further word, wrote down in the sand:
‘TODAY MY BEST FRIEND HIT ME IN THE FACE.'
They carried on walking until they came across an oasis, where they decided to freshen up and bath.
But the one that had been hit before got caught in the mud and was about to drown, but the friend saved him.
After he had recovered, he wrote down on a stone:
“TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE.”
The friend that had hit his best friend and had then saved him asked:
After I hit you, you wrote in the sand and now you are writing on stone, why?
When someone hurts us we should write it down in sand so that the wind can forgive us by blowing it away.
But when someone does something nice for us, we should engrave it in stone, where no wind can ever blow it away.
But when someone does something nice for us, we should engrave it in stone, where no wind can ever blow it away.
LEARN TO WRITE DOWN YOUR PAIN IN SAND AND TO ENGRAVE THE GOOD EXPERIENCES IN STONE.
They say it takes a minute to find someone special, an hour to appreciate them, a day to get to like and love them, but it takes a lifetime to forget them.
Do you find thise story nice??
Anyways, today have our 2.4km run.
Everyone was like quite scare(in a sense).
I did some warm-up, then the first grp started to run.
Can see that jn and m was in a same pace.
In the end, M touched the finishing line first.
Then is my turn to run, at first i ran quite *fast* ,after that slower down my pace. Everytime i run 2.4km, i can feel that my breathing sound was very loud!
I heard some senior and friends encouragement. Thank you!
This time i improved by 3sec. I'm quite glad. I will hit my target one day!
After the run, lydia started to cry and made the atmosphere worse.
Mrs Soh told us, the main opponent is not ur friends or anyone, but is YOURSELF!!!
After some time, we told Mrs Soh about that matter, she said all those index from 01-12 need to run again because there may be some cheating.
I was quite disappointed after hearing that, i must be optimistic and within the two week i should train hard and hit my target.
Have lessons after that by Mrs G, I was very MAD abt her.
She said, i was self-centred because i don't give people a chance to ask questions.
She gave me such a sarcastic remarks which i felt hurt, after a few mins she came and tell me,why she ignore me just now. She said she has a weak body, very easily she will have MC. I felt a little sorry for her and i noe i am RUDE!
Sorry about my rudeness behaviour!
After recess, was Geography. Went to IT lab then we had the presenter to present their presentation.
W presentation was very long (55pages)
Then suddenly there is a commotion, between W and M.
I was giggly behind, others were laughing too.
I was cheesed off by my own behaviour because of sth.
Everytime i will do that, why why why???
After school, went to look for carmen, she was not around and i went back home myself. Carmen sms at 2 plus and i read her msg at 4plus. HAHA -.-'
I was thinking the whole day, why?
Not much hws today, i was like playing the computer for the past two hours.
Slacking!
I think i wrote a lot today!
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7:35 PM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

I don't usually blog twice in a day, but today was special.
I was so surprise.
My coach from China called me,
Me: Who is this?
She: I'm Coach Ye.
Omg!!!
She is in Singapore now, she said she is taking a transit filght to Australia.
She wants our photos in China when we were secondary one.
HAHA.
I felt so elated, when she still remember me.
Coach Ye, of course i remember you.!!
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6:52 PM

Did not feel like blogging today.
But don noe why i started to type of the keyboard.
My mum just came back, she bought so many foods for me, thank you!
haii, i still left so many hws!
Just read finish wm blog, didn't know that she was so angry with ME?
Haha, i tag on her taggy too. Hope that she don misunderstood me.
I just feel that she is a 100% perfectionist so is really hard to give my best(project) because i'm not even a perfectionist. That the reason, i need her to edit. Wm:Did you get it??
I am human too, of course i am selfish! self-interest!!
I guess that is a Normal human character.
I fine with anyone criticize, if i am WRONG!!
But what my dad teach me was, if ppl want to make you angry, you should not be angry or else you will be trick by ppl. I think i should learn from my dad.
So, i should stay clam and relax if someone want to make me angry!
HAHA
Have a chat with carmen on the bus, she was telling me sth which i don noe. HOHO!
Should friends should share with their friends everythings including their secrets? =.="'
HAHA
Watch tv now!!
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5:34 PM

Saturday, July 08, 2006

When i was on the way to sch, i think i saw someone. Not sure +.+"
Then had training, many ppl did not come.
After the training, i bought some dumpling for my family. YUMMY!
Then ate my lunch, (sweet potato) with a barley water.
Had tuition given by Mr Tan, did my tuition howeworks. Then had a chat with pei li, we talk abt BGF.
HAHA
Then went up again, had only 30mins of training. Coach was very good today, he played with us the small small bat. Yes! I won him!
Of course, he is using a less than 3cm bat and i am using more than 10cm bat.
Is damn funny, really had a fun time today.
Then talk with ade abt BGF again. wahah!
I think friends should with thier secrets with their friends,
if not why call friends.
And i done my part as a friends, i did told them my secrets.
After that took mrt to tp on the way i was like thinking, Should i give up?
No? Yes?
But is really hard to give up so easily.
Took bus26 to grandma hus, had a full dinner. Ate durian too. Too full!
Doing the geo project. Is damn difficult, had to think so much!
Germany Vs Portugal!!!
I going to watch!!
Podolski rock!!
Germany rock!!
But England rocks more!!!
HEHE :)
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11:00 PM

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Reach yck stadium at 7.15am.
Then it started to rain, then Mrs Soh came.
We did some warm-up which is taught by that new teacher.
Then the rain stopped. I started my 2.4km run!
The reason why i want to run today, is because i wore my sport shoes!
For the first 4 rounds i did not feel any symptom but when i jog on the fifth rounds i start to some breathing problems.
I scared i cannt hit my target!
At last i finished my 2.4km run, my timing was 13.42mins!
Although i got 5points for the 2.4km section, but my taget was within 12mins!
I still need to train hard for my quarter marathon!
The whole day in school, i was very troubled.
I'm dilemma, which one should i go??
Had a talk with my mum, but i not sure which one should i go.
Class-geo/Table tennis-cca/family???
It sounded so fun to go outing with my class. But i don noe?
Had a very hilarious chat with San and also wh.
I really had a fun time, chatting with them.
HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH
I'm eating a peach now! Yummy!
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5:22 PM

Monday, July 03, 2006

John terry will be England Captain!














Lampard did not score, he was disconsolate after missing his penalty.













Gerrard was playing well but the penalty was save.
Gerrard still the best!











England cry, I cry!
Change a new coach and a new captain,
hope to see England win world cup one day.
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11:25 AM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

I Hate you! You break the promise between us. Why must you said that word???
Why??
You said: '' FOREVER "
SO??And i believe you.
Next time pls don use that word again.
I feeling very down!
I came back at this morning 2.30am, aftering watching the match England Vs Portugal.
It was a disappointed match.
England can win if Beckham and Ronney was not out of the match.
And i think Peter Crouch played badly.
What is use to cry over a spilt milk?
Is over, England won't be the champs
Brazil lose to France.
Although i am happy but will France beat Portugal?
I just quarrel with my mum. She is childish!!
My aunty bought for me a Tee-shirt, that is rather big.
She think i cannt wear that shirt. So she want to take from me.
Of course i don allow la. And if she want that shirt, she must buy me a new shirt.
And she started her long long story again. I was damn pissed off.
Then my dad came in, he "scold" me again. *sobx*
Going out now!!
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