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Saturday, March 31, 2007


Went for training, i was the third to reach tt room. Most of the boys came but not girls. I was the only girl therefore jt disturb me. LOL
Training was ok, i played doubles with ade and also play singles. Saw Leo club members, they are playing balls with some others ppl.
After training, went to maternal granmda hus. My task is to bring her to my hus, because she is going to temple(near my hus).
Took bus86 to cp, bought xiaobai birthday present. Then went home, have my lunch. After that, unhappy stuffs happened! I was scolded for being rude to maternal grandma! YES, i was rude! But i just dislike her doing and etc. I cried because suddenly i miss my paternal grandmother. I really miss her, how i wish she is beside me. 2 more weeks, she will be back.
I really felt very tired this week. I was so tired and bad-temper this week.
Sorry, if i have hurt you in one way or another.
Went to make glasses for my brother, actually wanted to buy plastic but he looks nerd! HAHA:)
Then went to safra, it was raining cats and dogs. But we managed to swim after the rain.
Have my dinner at CP, saw liverpool match. Ohman, LIVERPOOL WON!!! 4-1!!!
Wooooshhh, i'm so happy:))))))
Doing the geo hw, I don noe how to do! Can anyone teach me?
Went online, chat with many ppl, with tt fren,thai frenx and also class fren.
But i was so pissed with the virus things, SORRY if i send u sth. PLS DON ACCEPT!!!
Is VIRUS!! my cousin send me, and i stupidity accept it!! I'm doom!!!
Heard that tt having a gathering at jh hus on good friday. I wan to go....
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Sunday, March 25, 2007


yester:
After training, we went to qh house. It her 15th birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL:)
Her mum bought foods and drinks, we was like so hungry within 10mins, we finish almost all. HAHA:)
We went to the pool and play, xy and I was sitting at the edge of the swimming pool chatting and playing. Ade and pl plan to throw the birthday girl into the swimming pool, and their plan work. Then everyone was like findind a target to throw them down. Jh and e target on ME! I was like a mad person running around the pool-.-"
In order for them not to throw me inside the pool, i took jh hp. hehe:]
I ate lots of foods, and i drank 4 packets of drinks. FULL!!!
Play and eat, play and eat, play and eat. I'm getting fat:/
I did not eat any bbq foods because my grandma cooks my dinner le.
Went to grandma hus, she cooked my favourite foods. HAHA
She is flying to China tmr, will be back by 3weeks time. I MISS HER!!!
Today:
Went to "bai bai" today. Nowadays, i love to go there because everyone treated me so nice.
Did not study any subjects. This weekend i really slack a lot.
Received a msg from san, saying that we will have a friendly match with thai students! FOOTBALL!!! yeahhh!
Tmr, competition...
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007


Yesterday:
yeah, we won rv 5-0 and c girls won nh by 3-2. Woo, i played in the first doubles, we win but i did not perform well. I lose many balls and i push the ball too hard:/
Overall yesterdat was okay 'day' for me.
today:
The reporting time to sch for wed is 8.10pm. But i still wake up at the usual time. Went to grandma hus, rest and tidy myself up. Aro 7.40am, i reached the bus-stop. Wait for lydia and yvonne till 8.03am. Then walked in, i was catch by DM, for not tucking in my uniform. I was stunned when he said " you are from tt rite?" Then i was like arhh? OMG, you remember me? He said, of course la. Even next time when u grow up i can still remember you -.-"
The first period was chem, did the experiment. It was fun:)
Mr tan did not teach us phy because he had some stuffs to do, we joke around in his classroom. Then went for early recess, many many many people today.
Went to maths, eng and then poa lessons. Finish most of my hw.
Went to tt, saw b boys training hard for their later competition. not sure if they win?
Then went to see vball competition, c girl lose and b girls won! B girls played very well, i saw sm playing, se is one of the pro one.
Then went fot training, train and play competition. I won chia and joey but lose to tam and our doubles lose:(
Went back by myself, took bus72. There is a man who took pictures(with flash) in the bus, Although he is not taking anybody photo but his family photo. I just loathe ppl doing these lame stuffs.
Because of a bittergourd, i quarrel with my mother again. LOL!!!
I apologise and do many stuffs but she is still angry! Wad can i do??
tmr, competition with plgs. Is a difficult match but we must win! At nite, is POA nite class. OMAN, i'm gonna be smelly and dirty! eeeekkk
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Friday, March 16, 2007


Yeste:
Went to Orchard with mummy. Went to Border first, finally i bought "gossip girl"
cos, i looking for that bk for weeks. HAHA:)
Then i went to sport section, i saw FRANK LAMPARD book!!!!
The book is damn thick, browsed through the pages and saw lampard's photos.
OMG, he is so alike as his father. I prefer his looks now!
Then went to RSH, suddenly my mum's heels spoiled. She is thinking of buying a new heels but shopping mall is so far. She had no choice but to drag her heels to FEP.
Then went to Takashimaya, shop for an hour. Went to eat Korean food, taste so yummy.
Then my mum complain that her legs is pain because of the new heels. So we went back, went to my grandma hus. Have dinner over there, i love my grandma's food. It is so delicious!!
Chat with my aunt, just feel so hurt by her children. But...
Anyways, my grandma birthday is on mon. We are celebrating her 79th birthday on sunday.
My fourth aunt bithday is on 17march so we are celebrating on saturday.
WOw, so many birthday cakes waiting for me. HAHA:)
Today:
went to park this morning with mummy. Did some running, nowadays i can't even run more than my 3rounds:(
I told my mum that sport day is coming and i'm not participating in any events. She looked
quite disappointed. I explain to her, as my short distance is lousy. But she say, i can gain experience. But....
Went online, hoping that any 4Endurance people can online. Cos, i need to ask them POA. Luckily, wm online. Asked her so many questions. THANKK MAMA!!
going training now!
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007


yester:
At night, had a chat with lmz. Finally everything is settled. But i'm still confuse with something, nvm. I can understand how lmz or others feel when i did not ask her. That is my mistake, and i won't repeat it again:)
I'm just so mad with my tutor! I sms him at 0324pm and he relpy back at 0924pm! 6hours of waiting yet he said those frustrating words to me. As if i am totally wrong! The last sms he said "Technically speaking, i 'm not liable for missed lessons due to schoool cca, so if my schedule permits, i'll try my best to fit you..." Damn pissed of with this sms. Then Jaslyn sms me, i told her everything. She said that he was responsible tutor! Ya, i totally agreed with her.
Lmz advice was, quit that tuition, and attend Mr Hui's tuition. And she said, i must be very very very hardworking! But my mum won't agreed with this because this is maths O level.
SAD:(
Today:
Woke up at 9am, again my mother ask me this tuition thing. So irritated with this tuition. I hate tuition!!! Help my mother to do some house chores as she is attending yoga classes in the morning. I think i still left with POA ws and eng ws. POA ws is with my dad, he is helping me to photocopy and eng ws is with san. She will pass it to me today!
Training will be in the noon. Ohman, feel like sleeping ._.-'
Going out with mum tmr, maybe Orchard bahx!
Shall continue with my pp slides(Beijing), which i promised my mum since last yr. HOHO
Hehehe:)
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007


Woke up at 9am and pack my baggy. Then went to gym with my mother.
Wow, so many ppl sia. Put our baggy in the locker and started to do exercise.
Did some running and some gym equipment. Wah, it was fun. HAHA:)
I was so smelly LOL.
Then went to cp, went to look for that adidas court shoes BUT don have my size. So disappointed:(
Went to metro, bought a white handbag. I simply love white.
Then received a sms from Jaslyn, she was saying that we can't have lesson tmr. UHH!!
Sms E but he nv relpy me back. woo
Back home, went online, chat with quite a no of ppl.
Did not even touch on any hw. Die die die!
Felt better today, hope that, she will relpy me back.
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Monday, March 12, 2007


I really really hate quarrel with somebody, esp my mother!
Yesterday, we had a quarrel again, everytime is on sunday night or afternoon.Uh!
I love sunday but everytime sunday will be our "quarrel day" :(
Sometime, i just don understand why must i be the one who is initiative? To family members and friends! WHY, must i be the one but not them? WHY WHY WHY???
I just feel so tired with these quarrel. Everytime, i will be the one who apologise to my mum, But i did nothing wrong. I can understand, she is my mother therefore i should be initiative but why most of my friends wan me to be initiative. When i did nothing wrong!!! But if i'm wrong, i will definitely apologise!
I'm not refering to anyone but that is my thought.
My mum yesterday said something which is hurtful to me, i cried but why? I'm no longer that strong angela but that crybaby. I just hate being so crybaby!
Today is the first day of school holidays, my target for this holiday, is to finish one eng storybook. And also finish all my homework before wed. So i will have time for tt and also others activity.
NOW,I shall write a report on HDB hub.
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Thursday, March 08, 2007


Thur:
One more day to march holidays, and i will be free!
I know everyone has their own problems including me but why everytime people ask me why' but not that person or somebody else? Why me?
Fine, shall not talk abt those unhappy stuffs, forget and forgot!
PHS B boys bball was 2nd, actually i know this news from chia yesterday. Wad a waste, i heard my brother saying that woodland ring was very powerful last yr but they still lose to SGSS last yr but now they are the champ! Lol.
Had maths during the third period, Mr Hui told us our marks for the three tests. I did badly, although is a b3 but i really did badly. I did not work hard for the recently maths test:(
Then Mr Hui talk abt wh again, i can see why teacher wan to "kelian" her.
I really hate chinese period, esp today! She wan us to act infront of the HOD! And today
disscussion was so boring just feel like sleeping.
Hours just pass so fast, ms yeo did not come. Take care ms yeo. We had four free periods, the first two period did nth then the third and fourth period, we went to gallary. Saw ppl playing Vball, did not see Amanda but saw hui shan. Haii:[
Went to grandma hus, my youngest cousin is damn damn cute!! HAHHA:)
Have to rest, ltr having night classes.
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007


Today:
Went to locker after putting my bag down, then chat with jh about soccer again. Although Liverpool lose the match but they are IN the competition. HAHA:)
Then ade came to my class, and gave me my belated birthday present. Thank so much. I was shocked but happy!
Look like my birthday was on 6march not 21feb,because yester ws and jn gave me present and today ade gave me. I share with tt fren for pl present too. Then lesson and lesson. I was feeling restless until chem lesson, cos lydia asked me to open my present. When i saw the present inside, i was like wowowowowowowow!!! Is a tiny milk bottle is meant for baby, inside the bottle is a bracelet. She gave me a photo which we took during CNY and behind the card are words which she wrote. Felt so touched! Thank thank thank ade!!!
Training was okay, play doubles and singles. We won xy and joey but lose to the boys. I win ade but lose to xy. Shall put more efforts in tt cos competition is around the corner.
We also noe who is our opponent. We must work hard, so that we can get into top4 again.
Went home,chated with my mum, she gave me advices and tell me to do that and not to do that. Thanks.
2 more days to march holidays. I'm waiting impatiently.
I'm feeling so down again.
AM I WRONG AGAIN?


I shall upload some pictures which i took a few days ago:

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Tuesday, March 06, 2007


Mon:
Yesterday was north zone tt final and 3rd or 4th placing. I felt a little stress and many things had happened. B girls won AMK by 3-0, and we got 3rd. As for B boys, the match was damn thrilling. First and second singles won but first and second doubles lose by 3-2. Arhhhggg!!!
B boys got 4th and C boys got 2nd. If you were there watching C boys, second singles playing. You were mad and angry. That guy was the best player in PHS but he lose. It is the matter of winning or losing but he played terrible man. I really wish that i have the courage to tell him to play better. LOL
I really hate taking bus during the peak hours. But no choice, my dad is not free. Went home with hy, luckily, i have someone to talk with or else i will be bored! He is so confidence in everything he does. I wish i had the confidence too, i shall attend confidence-building lesson.
Tue:
I think something is wrong with me? haha.
Lao pa and rabbit gave me birthday presents today, and my birthday was on 21feb.
But thank so much man. I love the presents:)
Chem lesson was the first period, i was so sad that my solution did not form any crystals. Haiii:(
But mx gave me some, thankk.
Something is wrong with sl, she is crying. Actually, my six sense tell me that yesterday sth is wrong with her le. I really have to say that i really hate friendship problems. I doubt everyone hate friendship problems. But why? nvm.
Went to HDB hub, took photo and play around there. The place is so fun and nice, i hope to bring my parents along too. HAHA.
Took bus88, 1hour journey form ty to hougang. I was so so so sleepy!!
I want to sleep now!
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Saturday, March 03, 2007


I was busy the past few days. Many stuffs had happened!
Thur:
our c boys beat s'pore sport school by 3-1. I'm so proud,they managed to get into final.If you are free, come and support us because b boys and b girls are playing too. In naval base secondary school. Feel free to supoort us. HAHA:)
Fri:
Had pe in the morning, I had muscle aches.thank to Mr Lai. I was very quiet on that day. But doesn't mean i have any problems. I have make up my mind, not to gossip to much abt ppl. And also try to talk less but listen more. Had lunch in school with pl, then saw our chinese teacher, pl greeted her but she doesn't seem to answer back but she smiles to me.( did i see wrongly?)
Had training after school,ade did not come so i have to play singles. My dad came to fetch me home, that make me so happy. I hate taking bus during the peak hour. Chat with wm in msn, i felt better after taking to her. Thank mama:)
I felt so stressed because i was having muscle aches yet tmr is nafa test.
Sat:
Did not sleep well, woke up at 8am felt so scared. My muscle aches is worse,LOL!
Reached school at 9 sharp, went to join wh's grp. Before doing the nafa test, i set a target for myself and that is every item to get A. I won't do extra or more to waste my enegry. That my mum's advice and also my thinking.
The first item was sit and reach, felt so nervous but i managed to reach 47cm, luckily it an grade A. Sit-up was next, i did 32 only because 31 is an A already. Then went to standing board jump station, mrs lim was the teacher in-charge. My first attempt was 169cm second attempt was 175cm. How i wish my birthday is not over yet, cos if i am 15yr, 175cm is consider a B but if i am 16yr, 175cm is consider a C. Felt so disappointed and felt like crying. But i managed to overcome. I'm a strong girl:)
Then went to bball court, inclined pull-up was the next station. Last yr, i managed to do 13 or 14 but this yr i managed to do 20. felt so glad at least an A. The last station was shuttle run, i had the thought of doing badly because i can' bend my legs. But managed to get an A. Went back to standing board jump, did again and i finally jump until 179cm. Is a B, felt so disappointed but at least a B is better than C. Thank mrs Lim. Finally, nafa test was over. Mrs soh was very nice to me, as i told her my problems and even jokes with me. HAH:/
Overall, i felt okay cos four station is an A and one station is a B. Hope that i can run faster and better in my 2.4km. My target is less than 12mins. Have to trained harder.
Went to training after nafa, is was quite okay but our doubles lose to nanyang girls by 3-2. Arhhhgg, is like we are leading 2-0 but we lose the chance. Haiii.
Then met wm in canteen and started to do POA. From 12.30pm to 5pm, i spent 4.5h doing POA but i can't balance the balance sheet. felt like giving up. Lols.
Then went to grandma hus, my mum was a little angry because i was late. Haii, spent only a few hours in grandma hus. My dad is watching Liverpool VS Man United now!!
Hope liverpool can score!
Bye...
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